August 21/22, 2012
What a DAY!
Our group
made it last night to Lusaka and stayed the night at a hotel called the Protea
Hotel. It was so nice! Not what I was expecting at all! We got there and pretty
much just went straight to our rooms since we were all so exhausted. Meryl and
I stayed together and I had the luxury of Wi-Fi so I was able to let my family
and Alex know I got there safely. Only problem was, I was exhausted, but my
body wouldn’t let me sleep and I ended up staying awake until 4:30 AM! I eventually
fell asleep, but this morning I woke up to Meryl telling me it was 9:15!
Realizing we were supposed to be downstairs for breakfast at 8:00 and supposed
to be LEAVING at 9:00, I SPRUNG out of the bed and started packing up my
chargers and bags and got ready. We hurried downstairs and grabbed a pastry of
some kind and met our group.
We headed
out for our next day of traveling, except this time we would be on the ground
in a van! We had 7 hours of riding, but we were all together, packed like
sardines, so we didn’t really mind at all. We just made up stories with
Christy’s story cubes for kids, played “Would You Rather” and a movie game
where you think of a movie and only give the first letter of each word in the
title and they try and guess it. It was pretty fun! The whole van eventually
joined in and that was especially fun. I surprised myself in that I didn’t
sleep any of the ride, since I got so little the night before, but it was OK. I
ended up watching the people and all of the landscaping, taking my memory
straight back to last summer when I was experiencing this culture for the first
time. What a blessing to be able to do it again.
We FINALLY
pulled up to the Namwianga Mission and we all became SO excited. We saw little
boys and girls running out of their houses and screaming and waving. It made us
that much more excited to know that the people were happy to see us and had
been expecting us. It was just the greeting I was hoping for :)
We unloaded
and got our room keys and went to our rooms to unpack before dinner. I was
pleasantly surprised to see where we would be staying. It’s a cakewalk compared
to Kenya last year! So Mom, you don’t have to worry anymore :) I’m rooming with
Kaitlyn Leonard and our room is so cute! We have two little beds, 2 dressers, a
closet, and a nightstand! It’s so cozy! We are staying in what is called “The
Pippin House” with 6 other girls! Lauren Ammerman, Christy Beck, Heather Baker,
Meghan Laible, Kaitlyn Wood, and Morgan Sorrell. We all unpacked our things, so
thrilled that we also had a living area, a small kitchen, and two bathrooms in
the house! We all got out our snacks and nail polish, giggling like little
girls not able to believe we made it! After so much preparation we were there!
We all went
to dinner, which was DELICIOUS. It was chicken, potato wedges, a salad, green
beans, and a roll. After dinner all the girls went to every one else’s houses to
look at each other’s rooms and what not. The houses are incredible! SO homey
and comfy. After we toured around we came back to unpack some more and then
went to “Tea Time”. Every night we will have Tea Time just as a time to hang
out and have fun together whether it be through cards or Apples to Apples or
whatever we all brought. We had hot chocolate, tea, and coffee. My table ended
up talking to one of our night guards named Justin, for a while. He was so
sweet and as telling us about his “four gewd keeds” and his beautiful wife. It
was so sweet to hear him talk about his wife. Every time she came up he would
whistle and say how beautiful she as. I started getting sleepy so I came back
to the room and went and took a shower. Well. By shower I mean a little drizzle
of water from our handheld shower head. I wasn’t complaining at all, it just
made me realize the small things that I wouldn’t even think about in America.
Whenever I want to get clean, I just jump in and jump out. But here, a quick
shower is at least a 20 minute ordeal. The small things like just getting all
of your hair wet to put in shampoo, takes a LOT more time. But, you know, a
change of pace is never a bad thing.
Tomorrow we
meet our babies. I can not handle how excited I am. When Jeremy told us that at
dinner tonight I LITERALLY started crying. It was kind of embarrassing. I’ve
been praying for those little gems for a while and to finally have faces to
those prayers TOMORROW. It’s too wonderful.
God, make us bold.
Having a strong humility about us. Thank you for the gift of safe travels these
past 3 days. Tomorrow, may we see a direct image of Your innocence and love in
the faces of those babies. Show us Your vivid and blinding holiness, and
through seeing that reveal to us what we really are. Show us what we really are
not. I love You God. And not because things are wonderful right now. But
because You are always who You are no matter what I am. Thank you for bringing
me here. It feels SO GOOD to be back.
Here we are Jesus. Use
us.
August 23, 2012
How do you
start a journal entry for today? Anything I can come up with, like “Wow” or
“What a great day” or “Today was amazing” would be weak and almost insulting of
everything today held.
This
morning we woke up (on time today!) and had breakfast. We then gathered around
and had a little orientation with some more cultural tips and suggestions. We
talked for probably an hour and then took a small break and then met back to
talk about Haven rules. We (at least the people at my table) were SO excited
and soaked in every word Meghan Hawley, the director of the Havens, told us.
She told us things to expect and not to expect. Expect the Aunties to be
guarded and maybe even cold toward us in the beginning, since we don’t have
their trust yet. Expect that just because a baby has a wet nappy (cloth diaper)
doesn’t mean it will be changed. Expect the babies to scream and cry when we
put them down, not because they never receive love, but simply because they
don’t want to be put down. They know that when us white students come every
year all they have to do is cry to get what they want. The smart little rascals
:) Megan told us NOT to expect the babies to be developmentally “on time” as
Americans think children should be at their age. There will be babies there
that aren’t able to talk where as an American baby at their age knows lots of
vocabulary. There are babies that will be older than a year and are still
working on back muscles and crawling and things like that. I was taking in
every word, but I was just ready to go.
The walk to
the Havens was the perfect little trail. Right now, Zambia is in its dry season
but it was still so beautiful with the tall grass. It looked almost like wheat.
It was about a 15-20 minute walk. We have to squeeze between two little wooden
posts that connect a barbed wire fence. That should be very interesting to see
how we’ll all manage that if they keep feeding us as well as they do every day!
The rest of the walk is down a sandy path all the way. On our way, Meghan
Hawley walked alongside each of us and talked to us about what we’re thinking
in terms of how many babies we would feel capable of caring for, and what our
major was and things like that so that she can get a good idea of who she wants
to pair us with. After talking with us she gave us cards with the name of our
baby, their birthday, and things they need to work on developmentally. She got
to me and asked me my major and I told her I was Speech Path, and she gave me
two babies that need some special therapeutic attention. I was SO excited to
finally have the cards with the names of my babies I’ve been praying for so
long, IN MY HANDS.
My first
card had the name Aaron on it. He was born in June 25 of this year, so he isn’t
even 2 months old. Heart melting. His list of things to work on is “Tummy
Time”, “massage”, and “held when feeding”. Which I’m all about. Tummy time is
where we spend some time with our baby every day with them on their tummies,
working on their neck and abdomen muscles. The babies all sleep on their backs,
so they are usually very weak in their neck control and back strength. My
second card had the name Joel (pronounced like Noel) on it. Joel’s birthday is
July 16, 2010, making him just over 2 years. Joel’s list of things to work on
had “standing/walking”, “stretching”, and “muscle relaxation”. So for him,
massaging and encouraging him to make big movements will be key.
I HAVE MY BABIES!
Once we got
there, we toured all of the houses, actually meeting our babies as we walked to
each of the rooms. The first house, Haven 1, is for children that are newborn
until they learn to walk. Once they start walking they move to Haven 2, which
is also known as the toddler house, or “The Zoo”. The third house is for the
HIV/AIDS, TB, developmental defected orphans. All ages are in that house. Our
team leaders decided it would be better if we waited to take pictures in any of
the houses until about a month down the road, just so it doesn’t come across
the Aunties like that’s the reason we came. I mean, don’t get me wrong, babies
really IS the top reason I came, but I don’t want to see them through my camera
lens. I want to see them as Jesus sees them and then the pictures will be more
meaningful. All of my attention should be focused on loving them rather than
making sure I have pictures of them. So! I literally cannot WAIT for the day we
break out the cameras, but I completely understand why we shouldn’t for now.
After we
toured the houses we got to play with our babies for an hour. I went back to
Haven 1 to hold my little baby Aaron and ended up staying there the whole hour.
He fell asleep in my arms and it felt like Heaven on Earth. Holding that little
baby on my chest, feeling him breathing was absolutely perfect.
After about
an hour we walked back to the compound where we live and had potato soup, which
was INCREDIBLE. Afterward Petra and I went to take a shower in out solar
showers while the water was still warm from the sun. We got in there and saw
this huge wasp and eventually killed it. Then, while we were in our showers she
just let out this huge blood-curdling scream, and after screaming back
and forth for a while she finally screamed, “THERE’S A HUGE SPIDER IN HERE!”
and she opened her shower curtain, and sure enough there was a huge wall
spider. After we both hurried up and got out. We saw more wasps and one crawled
into the sleeve of my t-shirt and stung me! It is so funny looking back at the
whole shower experience now, because from the outside of the door it probably
sounded like we were a couple of squawking chickens, but inside we were
honestly terrified. It really is hysterical thinking about it!
So, after
that episode I came back to my room and hung up my pictures in my room, and
then went to Tea Time. Luke, Greg, Phillip, Katie, Morgan, Addie, and myself
played Yahtzee and it was so fun! To end the night I came back to our house and
Meghan, Kaitlyn, Katie, and I t talked about everything under the sun from
10:00 until 1:45. It was so refreshing to hear about their lives and things
they have gone through and struggle with currently. It’s such a weird concept,
but there is strength in sharing hurts. It let’s us know we’re not alone in
this.
Today was the perfect day.
God, I love how You
know what I need. Let me be the light others are looking for. But not in a way
that puffs me up, but so that people see how powerful You are. Forgive me for
the times I’ve misrepresented You and not loved Your people the way they should
be loved. Please bless Aaron and Joel with lives full of Your presence. PLEASE
give them ears to hear, God. Make them Your men one day.
Well, we’re finally
here Lord. Ready to start this crazy adventure. Use us.
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August 24, 2012
Today was
such a beautiful day. BUT, before I tell about it, I forgot to journal two
things about yesterday! The first thing, I forgot to journal about lunch! Don’t
worry, I won’t journal every day about everything we eat, only the EXCEPTIONAL
things :) Anyway, for lunch we had a traditional meal of nsima, rice, cabbage,
and chicken! Every Thursday for lunch we have traditional food. It was so good!
It really surprised me! It was SO much better than the traditional meals we
would eat in Kenya. The second thing I forgot to write about was when we walked
up to the Havens yesterday. “Mamma”, the head Auntie, was outside ready to
greet us. She asked us for a song before we went inside so we sang “Wabota” and
tears just started flowing down her face and she just fell to her knees with
her hands to the sky, smiling. And all I could do was just cry with her. I love
that sweet surrender. The humility that comes with the realization of just how
small we actually are. And in my culture, we’re hesitant to start the clap to a
song. And to be completely honest, it makes me so angry. It makes me feel nearly to the point of ashamed of my culture
and of American Christianity. These people fall to their knees in thankfulness,
yet we hesitate to raise our hands. I hate it so much. And I know it’s not what
God wanted.
But that officially finishes yesterday!
Today, we
woke up, had breakfast and started our tour around the Mission. They showed us
where the secondary school, the primary school, the clinic, and the college all
were. We then rode to town and looked at the market and then stopped at a
restaurant called “El Pantano” for some slushie things that tasted like Sunkist
meets a Pineapple type thing. It was yummy! We saw this little girl there that
was ADORABLE. She would copy little things we would do and eventually wobbled
over to our table. She loved seeing herself in pictures :)
We left
there and came back to our place. We all met together and had a Mission
Anthropology class. Jeremy had written a post for the HIZ blog and told us to
critique it and comment on anything we didn’t like/agree with, or on things we
thought he could communicate better. It sparked some pretty interesting
discussion. The blog post was about how we are studying abroad in Zambia and it
poses the question of how can we not be what everyone thinks of when they think
of Americans going to Africa? How can we portray the RIGHT image of what’s
going on here. And what do we have to do so that people don’t receive the
message that the only reason we came was FOR the pictures, like so many people
do. So we’re kind of wrestling with those thoughts and questions, but it was a
good discussion.
Then me and
some girls went to the Havens and I got to see both of my littles. I spent all
but the last 10 minutes with Joel today because I didn’t visit him yesterday
and then the last 10 minutes I went to see little Aaron. He just makes my day
just by holding him and seeing his big brown eyes taking it all in. I love that
place. And seeing Meghan Hawley in her environment. I would LOVE to work with
her one day.
So we had
to leave to get back in time for dinner and then Petra and I tried the solar
showers again. There were no wasps this time, but there WAS a wall spider. But
we killed it :) Gotta get used to that.
This next
part had to be my favorite part of the day. Our team left and went to Roy and
Cathy Merritt’s to sing with some of the Eric’s House boys and a few ladies
that the have lived with the Merritt’s since they were little babies. OH they
can sing. ALL of them can sing. A young man named Prince led many of the songs
and he sang incredibly. The worship humbled me and made me realize who I have
yet to be in my worship. Like I said earlier, I am just constantly in situations
here that make me so frustrated with myself and with my culture. And I know the
way general Christianity is in America is NOT okay. We think because we are
faithful church attenders we have an upper hand to get through the gates. But
these people live, breathe, exist in worship. In reverence to God. If we
honestly assess ourselves and look at what we do in comparison to how they
live, we’re in the back of the line getting through those gates. These people
are a holy and pleasing aroma to God that makes our sacrifices as good as
filthy rags. It’s embarrassing and so humbling to think I could ever have this
figured out. I’m learning, and although I don’t know everything, I feel like
this is where I need to be.
God, forgive me. I
asked to be humbled on this journey, and to feel that happening comforts me
because it means You’re listening. You haven’t given up on me. May my
heartstrings latch onto those babies and love them more than I’ve ever loved
before. Touch them through me. Kiss them through me. I’m sorry for the mess of Your
name my country and I have made. Cleanse us fully. Take it all. Out team is
here, ready to be molded. Leave Your fingerprints on us. Change us. Break us
and build us again. Let us know what it means to serve, to love, and to rely with
Your power. Send Your Spirit to live among us.
We’re right here,
Lord. Use us.
August 25, 2012
Today was
so great in so many ways! We woke up, had breakfast, and left for Livingstone.
We finally got there after a couple hours in the bus. We exchanged money and
then headed over to Victoria Falls. And oh, how BEAUTIFUL it was. It’s even in
the middle of the dry season, so the water isn’t as much as it normally is, but
it was still SO perfect. It was so powerful and loud. So beautiful and pure. We
walked over a bridge right in front of the Falls and you could feel the mist
from it, hundreds of feet up. It was so cool. God is so powerful, how
can I say it enough? It’s so hard to explain it, pictures don’t even do it
justice, but they serve better than my words.
Before we
left Livingstone we stopped at an Italian restaurant called “Olga’s Italian
Corner”. We all ordered pizza and it was AMAZING! Like, WOW. So unexpected. I
ate SO much.
We got on
the bus and rode back to the Mission, and the whole ride back, Brette,
River, Molly, Aubrey, Christy, and Bridget talked about everything.
Relationships, the future, and Alex :) It made me feel so god to talk about him
with them! It reminded me of how great he is and how much I really miss him. We
all decided in some shape or form we want to come back and be with Meghan just
learning from her and loving like she does. Having these kinds of talks with
these girls makes me realize how much I love them and how awesome it is that
our paths get to cross in this chapter of our lives. I love the realness of our
conversations and the gentleness of our desires. God is so cool for blessing me
in this way.
After we
got back we had dinner and then just hung out. I held Helen for a little while
until Mrs. Bingham gave her a shot and then lots of us played Scattegories. I’d
forgotten how fun that game is!
I decided I
was too tired to stay up any later, so I came back to the house and e-mailed my
parents for the first time since I’ve been here. It made me so happy to update
them and start sharing this experience with them as much as I can. I love them
so much.
Thank you God for
loving me enough to give me encouragement through others. Through the people on
this team that are here with me and through the people I love on the other side
of the world. Thank you for the love of a family. For Africa. For the place it
holds in my heart. I can’t wait to see what You have up Your sleeve for me
here. I love You.
Use me.
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August 26, 2012
Today was a
great, but kind of weird day at the same time! We all got to breakfast and a
couple of girls got REALLY sick in the night, so they ended up staying in their
rooms all day. A couple of other people didn’t feel well, but we all set out
for our first Zambian church service.
River,
Kaitlyn, Sarah, and I all sat in the bed of the truck for the 45 minutes of
driving. One of the trucks broke down so we all stopped and one of the girls in
our truck got sick while we were stopped. We finally made it to church and it
was packed. We went to the church where Ba Leonard (our cook while we’re
here) is an elder. This particular church service was a special one. Every year
churches from around the area get together and worship for a full weekend.
Usually, the HIZ group misses it because it takes place right before we get
here, but this year it was delayed for whatever reason and we got to go! The
service was under a thatch roof and we sat on wooden benches and concrete
benches connected to the ground. We didn’t really know what was going on half
the time, and with the service lasting 3 and a half hours, it was a very, very
long afternoon. Towards the end they asked us to sing for them. We got up in
front of them and sang some Tonga songs, and they only laughed at us once! So I
feel like we were successful! Although we were all SO tired, I am glad we got
to experience it. I know Ba Leonard was happy to see us there. After all he
does for us, we were happy to be there with him.
So we left
and made it back to the Mission only to find out that 3 more people were sick.
It’s so weird because we don’t know what it is! Louisa thinks it’s a virus, but
it was so strange that it all happened in one night! Once we made it back, me
and some other people played cards and then played ping-pong with some children
that live close to us. It was so precious and so much silly fun! The boys were
brothers. Duncan (age 7) and Jesse (5) know English so incredibly well! It was
so surprising! I know it won’t be the last time I see them :)
We had an
incredible dinner tonight of chicken casserole (seriously SO good) and then
Lauren, Petra, and I washed dishes. It took a while, but finally once we were
finished we hung out for a bit and then went to the Sunday night service on the
Mission. There weren’t many people there, and you could hear the bats! It was
funny! The speaker tonight was a young looking guy and he talked about how we
all have questions. Questions of “Why are these things happening in the world?
Things like sickness and darkness and violence? And how do we know what God’s
master plan is? Was all of this in His plan from the beginning?” He did such a
good job of explaining things and he reminded us that God’s original plan is
revealed through the Garden of Eden. God gave the Garden to Adam by giving him
dominion over everything. And it was Adam who forfeited that dominion by eating
the fruit. By disobeying God, he gave that reign over to the Devil. And because
of that forfeited power, the Devil has been called the god of this age. He
talked about how when the Devil was tempting Jesus, the Devil made Christ look
at all the land and told Jesus he would give it all to Him. So clearly, Satan
has what should’ve been man’s. Which is the reason why evil happens. He also
asked, “Why did God put the tree in the in the first place?” And the way he
explained it was like this: (I’ll try to make it make some sort of sense like
he did.) He said God most likely intended Adam to have the knowledge of good
and evil that the tree possessed. But not at that time. Adam was not mature
enough to handle it (obviously) because when Satan convinced him to learn it
early, sin happened through disobedience. The fact that Adam had the knowledge
wasn’t the sin, it was the disobedience. God perhaps meant for Adam to have it,
but eventually. Like when a parent gives their child an inheritance, the child
doesn’t get it right away. The child receives the parents’ inheritance when circumstances
arise and the child is old enough to understand and is mature enough to handle
it properly. Like a child, Adam was only a few days/months/years into his
existence when the Devil’s tempting happened. He was not ready for the
knowledge Satan was offering. That is why God told him not to eat it.
The whole
concept was deep, and not saying, “Oh that’s it!” but it was really thought provoking
and worth thinking about.
After all
of that we headed back to our compound and ended the night with Apples to
Apples. It was fun! Our group is too much fun when we all get together.
Class
starts tomorrow at 7…kind of excited to meet our Zambian teachers, but school
means homework, and homework soon means studying :/
But! I think I’ll be able to see my babies tomorrow :)
God, forgive me for
lacking faith in certain situations. Give me Your eyes and Your touch. May Your
will be accomplished and unhindered in our group. We are all in Your hands. Let
Your will be done in the lives of Joel and Aaron. Really in all of the babies,
but especially them. I love them already and I can’t even imagine what Your
love must be like for them after You’ve intricately stitched them together and
created Your plans for their lives. I love You Lord.
Use me as much as You
can.
August 27, 2012
Today’s
been another good day! We woke up EARLY for class at 7 and that was rough!
Last night we found out even more people became sick, so we were without a
couple more people throughout the day. We had our first day of classes, which
was so cool! We had Tonga at 7 with Ba Siaziyu. He was so excited to teach us
and make us repeat after him. It was neat hearing his story and finding out
about the schools he attended and such. We had breakfast, then another class,
and then Phillip, Seth, Kaitie, Petra, Molly, and I watched Emperor’s New
Groove which I had never seen before! I thought it was so funny! We watched
it because the other people were assigned to go to the clinic today, so we just
hung out for over an hour. Then Bridget, Greg, Kailey, Petra, and me played Uno
until lunch and then we had another class. After that was over we played with
the kids I wrote about yesterday plus some more! They taught us some of their
games they play here. One is called “Mango” but it’s the same as Hide and Go
Seek. We played that for at least 30 minutes and then I came back to my house
and got all my pictures off of my camera and started editing them Petra,
Aubrey, Bridget, and I decided to go walking around our houses and down the
road a little bit, being weird and taking goofy pictures until Family Meeting
time. There we just processed and discussed our cultural observations, cultural
mistakes we’ve made, and we sang of course. I love our singing times together.
I t was a true blessing though because everyone was able to make it to the
Family Meeting! It was so good to finally have everyone there and together
again! After that I was feeling kind of
lousy so I came back to the house, got my shower stuff, and went to the solar
showers since our house is completely out of water. It was FREEZING. So I ended
up just washing my hair and then used wet wipes on the rest later. The things
you get to do in Africa :) I then went to Tea Time and finished editing my
pictures and now am back home journaling, about to go to sleep! We don’t have
to get up until 8 tomorrow, so that’s a blessing as well! I’m still hanging in
there by not getting sick yet…knock on wood! We get to go to the Havens
tomorrow too, so I KNOW it’s going to be a good day. Can’t wait to have Joel
and Aaron in my arms.
God, thank You for every
day, even the ones where nothing special happens like today. I love continuing
to meet Your children. Keep shining Your light and teaching me on the ways of
Your truth. I want to know the truth of You and who You are. What kind of God
You are here in Africa as well as the United States. Show me. Clear my mind.
Fill it with righteousness. I love You. Thank You for loving me.
Use me however You
want. I’m here waiting for You.
August 28, 2012
Today was
another good day! I cannot believe we’ve only been here a week. Time here seems
to drag. I think it’s because there’s no set routine, so every day seems
like it holds at least 2 days worth of activity. It’s not a bad thing at al! I
feel like we should have been here 3 weeks by now though! We woke up, had
breakfast, and had Tonga class again which was fantastic! I LOVE Ba Siaziyu.
He’s so enthusiastic when he teaches. It makes learning so much more fun and
keeps me engaged. After Tonga class we were free to go to he HAVENS! I finally
got to see my babies. I helped the Aunties with feeding as well as folding,
getting the clothes that were drying off of the fence with Auntie Beatrice, and
I got to put Aaron’s nappy (cloth diaper) and onesie on him after his bath :)
Joel still is completely emotionless. Even toward the Aunties. When it’s bath
time he doesn’t cry or anything, which is so strange to me, especially when the
babies around him are screaming their heads off. I haven’t seen him smile or
cry or even say anything. He’s made only one sound around me, and it’s just so
confusing because he’s almost 2! I need to try and figure out ways to
get him to at least babble. As for Aaron, he is still an angel. Just simply
holding him makes EVERYTHING all right in the day.
After the
Havens we came back for lunch, more Tonga singing, Mission Anthropology class,
and then we had a few minute to ourselves before dinner. I decided to catch up
on some blogging until dinner. Then we ate, I took a shower (And it was warm
tonight! Thanks God J
), and then we went to Meghan Hawley’s for singing. It was so good to hear the
promises of God in our singing. Meghan had Helen (a baby from the Haven) with
her. She’s not doing well at all. They think she may have a respiratory problem,
which is NOT good considering she’s 4 months old, but still the weight of a
newborn. It’s so beautiful to see Meghan fight for those babies.
After singing
we had Tea Time, and I was just so exhausted, I came back to the house after
having some hot chocolate. I have SO much reading to do it’s driving me crazy.
I’ve got to catch up tomorrow! I just wish there were more hours in the day!
Maybe that’s why it feels like we’ve been here so much longer than we really
have.
God, comfort us as we
are all missing home a little. As school is starting, and work/reading is
piling on, we’re starting to become more irritable. Keep us close. Whisper
reminders in our ear. I love You. Use me even when I’m tired. Even when I’m not
feeling 100%.
Use me.
August 29, 2012
Today marks
a full week of being here! This morning we woke up and went to breakfast. We
had to wait 20 minutes for Ba Siaziyu to show up, and when he did we found out
the reason he was late was because he had to rush a boy to the hospital because
he had gotten by a snake! But as soon as he got to class we jumped right into it.
We’re learning so many words every day! After class we had Mission Anthropology,
a break, and then lunch! We are beyond blessed to have Ba Leonard and his son
as our cooks. They are truly incredible. It makes me feel at home when we get the
kind of meals we do from them!
After lunch
we had another Tonga class except it was just singing. The man that teaches us,
Nelson Simafuta, is PRECIOUS. He is just so gentle and kind. He makes us all
smile. I love singing this language! After singing, Aubrey, Bridget,
Morgan, and I went to the Havens. We only had an hour and a half, but I didn’t even
care. I want to hold my babies everyday. I just stayed in Haven 1 today so that
I could spend more time with Aaron since I didn’t at all yesterday. I got there
and Aaron was in his little box crib and had thrown up on himself, so I asked
the Aunties for some extra clothes and changed him, and then just held him the
whole time. We worked on Tummy Time today. Lots of it too! I figured out if I
lay his upper body on a pillow, and then massage his back, he really moves ad
kicks and tries to sit up on his elbows. So we’ll work on that some more! So
exciting! :)
I always
hate leaving him. I just want to bring him back with me and hold him all day and
sleep with him all night. Ah, I can’t get enough. So we came back, had dinner,
and then I took a shower and started working on responding to e-mails! It made
me so happy to be able to feel like I’m talking to everyone! Then, Kaitlyn and
Meagan watched a movie and now I’m finally journaling. It feels so good to have
some down time to myself. And what’s even better? I get to go back to the
Havens tomorrow :)
God, help me not to
get caught up in myself while I’m here. You are the hole point of this. Reveal
to me Your holiness. Your worthiness. It’s all about You, Lord. It always has
been. It always will be. So let it be about You, God.
Use me to proclaim
Your works and Your wonders.
